Im starting to doubt the effectiveness of the Chantix. I feel like the nicotine has taken Chantix's best shot and is still standing strong. Despite the fact that I still achieve no great sensation from it, I still continue to try with the cigs. Its not as easy as you think to start understanding that nothing is to be gained from a cigarette. Its like, just because you had a few bad sexual experiences doesnt mean your gonna give up the practice all together right? No, your gonna keep trying and trying until it's right again. I feel like Im getting closer to that realization, though. With smoking that is. I don't enjoy smoking anymore, so I guess that is a bonus.
Do I need to quit drinking too? It seems the alcohol is a pretty intense trigger as well are certain times of the day that I am so used to using. Especially, around lunch time and immediately after work. I'm surely not using as much, but a few cigs a night is still no bueno. I need to find something to fill the void left by smoking and chewing. Any suggestions would be helpful. Ive exhausted all human capacity to consume sunflower seeds. And I hate chewing gum. Frick!! Id totally rip a butt right now if I had one.
I really should take my quit meter off the blog beacuse it is basically just a lie. Unless of course it was the "quit buying cigarettes" meter. I've noticed that other people really love it when you quit only to continually ask them for smokes. It inspires them to help you quit.
Speaking of quitting, my last day at this stinkin job is tomorrow. Anybody have any suggestions on a going away prank?
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